when I say I want to die I really mean I want to restart it all
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You think that nobody would care if you died, but at the same time you can’t commit suicide because you know people will get hurt if you do
“Realizing that you are no ones first choice will break you. Feeling like an outsider amongst a crowd of people you would die for will wreck you. Understanding that you have no one to turn to when you’re excited or upset will tear you apart. Recognizing how truly alone you are will ruin you unlike anything else.”— Trust me. I know.
Worst feelings: crying yourself to sleep, being ignored, discover the person you love loves someone else,someone falls out of love with you.
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